yes, sometimes everything looks like a freak show - where are you standing? in the arena or amoung the crowd? .lose the fancy mask. .or keep it. they make wonders!
the flan laying on the floor, your oafish face stealing my thoughts, stealing my strength don't you know they're here to put me inside the pretty machine in the ceiling x-rays me, what do i see? an indelible stain on my lungs, rotting inside, rotting inside brass mouths please eat my spider webs, my poisoned strings mooring me to the walls of this insane house you fucker think i'm real i cannot save you i cannot save myself deep inside your head they drew a map to your sought sanity but you soon lost your way and something's grazing my skin, deeper into my flesh, a bullet trying to work its way through, it itches, it wears me out i wish i was bullet proof dreaming of beautiful landscapes that become landslides, dark skies turning people grey, blinded minds, blinded hearts nice dream they build these plastic roads that lead you in circles, you're a fish in an aquarium and your clean face reflected in the water makes you happy what are we coming to? and of course i'd like to swim through the sewers against all the filthy shit they made but the alligators are listening in and the whispers are making me feel ill, they're inside my head don't follow me around, my feelings are lost in limbo you're living in a fantasy world and i'll eat you alive can't you see i want to be someone else or i'll fade out again and again (the voices telling me to suck your pure young blood, if you don't belive this, sell your soul) go because i'm not coming back
For a minute there i lost myself, i lost myself...